Feeling lazy

I am getting paralyzed by my mind telling me all that I need to accomplish. Instead of just getting on a task I am sitting listening to the list go on and on. I really feel lazy and a bit sad. All last week I was away from my man, and it has been a busy weekend, and all I want to do is curl up with him and watch a movie or something, and the way time is scheduled for this week, it will be at least next Saturday before that can happen. Truth is I got good snuggling time the past two nights, I am just being negative thinking it will be another long week with out him. I am happy to head to the beach, he'll be in Texas, I need to be positive and thankful that I have a man like him, and a marriage like ours. Be happy, Oh gosh here I go again, so self absorbed. It's a beautiful day. The kids look extra precious today. Man, what an awesome church service I got to experience. See, I already have a huge smile on my face. I can hear #3 screaming continually, I guess I should go see if she's upset or just screaming to amuse herself.......My smile is growing, my joy is increasing.